Here i go again. Apparently I really do have the knack of getting myself into situations like this. Even when in the very first place , it was all that I was trying to prevent.
I really feel as though all i've been doing, the way i've believe has been totally contradicting as a whole.

All the things i never thought i'd do, i'll end up doing.
All the things that i never wanted to be, i'll become.
I have to stop trying to please everyone, I have to stop trying to make all those who come along happy cause all in all , I know that i'll just be doing the complete opposite.
I didnt want things to come down to this.
I swear i didnt.

So much for me still over analyzing everything, things are still screwed in the end.
I'm sorry for this.
Although to you , it may never be enough.
One day you'll see that it's more than you think.

i seriously really should come with a caution sign.

1:29 am <3